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comix64here again. this time i can say with certainty: i forgot about dreamwidth! i dont get any notifications from here, no comments or anything, which is a little sucky but then again it also means im not influenced. im writing here about me after all :-P
pinegrove. i had this old bookmark of a youtube video called "what even is this genre called" which was a really good remix of need 2 - pinegrove. and i like both! apparently need 2 is popular on that clock app but i dont use it so i found it naturally. as all good things are. i downloaded their whole "everything so far" album but i didnt like any of it except need 2 and over my shoulder. and that remix. its name on youtube is sucky so on my itunes i named it "need 2 (perfect remix)" because some announcer voiceline from a fighting game quickly says "perfect!" before the beat changes slightly.
hakita. i took a good listen to hakita's "tennis, everyone?" album and its so good. i love this album. i love it so much. i love that hakita took the time to make every song loop on themselves, transition perfectly to the next song in the album, and have the last song transition to the first. its a looping album, and each song is an individual loop. i have not read infinite jest yet so i do not know if this is supposed to poke at any of the (assumed) great writing of that wallace guy. i also only know that two songs in that album are references to the book. but whatever. its good!
opo. i reregistered for pikidiary. its been like a year. someone there named opo takes really good landscape photos on some shitty kodak. i like a lot of somewhat obscure styles. fingerless gloves and shitty posture, the youngest idea of animal crackers and string cheese. the latter is what got me to see frutiger aero. but i realize i much prefer this startlingly unnamed style. its obscure pictures uploaded to flickr and tumblr in the early 2000s, i guess? and opo does it well. its what i try to do. but i dont go anywhere so its not very good to me. but none the less, i like opo's style. every post (replies count as posts on pikidiary) they attach a picture somehow even more beautiful than the last. i envy it in an inspirational sort of way. it makes me want to go places! just for pictures. but im not going anywhere. at least, i dont go to forests and lakes like the style seems to be at. which sucks for me. oh well.
i feel like the world loves me again. which sounds weird. but its good for me. c'est la vie. i think "c'est la vie" in my head a lot now. i guess some people mentally threaten suicide in their head at the slightest provocation, which surely is fucky for the brain. i do the same but i think "c'est la vie?", as a question. i wake up at maybe 12pm now. c'est la vie? and i come out my door and every other time i do so im given shit to do. c'est la vie? is this life? is this it? is this how it goes? is this how it starts? is this how it ends? its not that intense for me, i think it more as poetry than a threat or an existential question. i think its good.
nobody reads this blog. maybe i like it that way. i write public but maybe its sort of a keepsake. in 20 years i'll have forgotten the password but with how much i use this username i wont forget where to find my postings here. am i writing for future selves? sure. that seems to be my audience, though im not sure what the target audience really is. despite the lack of hurtful or offensive or extreme or whatever writing, as in, i just write about how it is, in a light hearted manner; i still feel a little too embarrased to add this to my established "find me here and here and here" links, like my tumblr or pikidiary or steam account or what-have-you. i dont tell anyone this is here. and nobodys found it yet. i sort-of want someone to find it. but i doubt that will happen. dreamwidth is tiny! and i am tinier. i write to write, and its sort of a psychological thing that nobody reads. i dont want anyone i know to read, but i want someone to read. i only really trust one person to read this and its kind of an arbitrary thing. "hey, read my blog". whatever. i cant help but beat myself up about it despite my supposed uncaring manner about it. i do not know what i write for. at least its fun. i just wrote a whole paragraph! wow! whatever. i dunno what im getting at here so i'll stop now :-P
spotify stopped working on my phone, so i finally decided to really put effort into my itunes library. i started manually copying it to my phone's vlc, and my 3ds' sd card. i have to do this every time because i have no automator, which sucks, but hey, beats pushing "skip forward" on my shitty directly-on-ear-so-every-push-is-loud-as-fuck headphones... and now i can shuffle... unlike my headphones.... fuck those headphones! viva la piracy!
i want to burn CDs, but nothing uses CDs anymore. that makes me a little sad. i just like CDs. c'est la vie.
ive also taken a liking to naming my tech, like my dad does. my 3ds is named "tricuspid", my steam deck "sangre". i want to name my stuff blood-related names but thats a little tricky now that some stuff is already named. the macbook im writing on is named "slab serif" and its linux partition "solus serifa" which are totally awesome names and i would never change them. my camera is named "crimson" which is sorta bloody but not really. i have other names but nothing to use them on, like, for instance, if i were to get two twin-objects like joy-con or two ear buds or whatever, i could name them "spinball" and "t-spin". one is a nanoray track and a neverball move, and the other is a tetris move. pretty cool ;-D
pinegrove. i had this old bookmark of a youtube video called "what even is this genre called" which was a really good remix of need 2 - pinegrove. and i like both! apparently need 2 is popular on that clock app but i dont use it so i found it naturally. as all good things are. i downloaded their whole "everything so far" album but i didnt like any of it except need 2 and over my shoulder. and that remix. its name on youtube is sucky so on my itunes i named it "need 2 (perfect remix)" because some announcer voiceline from a fighting game quickly says "perfect!" before the beat changes slightly.
hakita. i took a good listen to hakita's "tennis, everyone?" album and its so good. i love this album. i love it so much. i love that hakita took the time to make every song loop on themselves, transition perfectly to the next song in the album, and have the last song transition to the first. its a looping album, and each song is an individual loop. i have not read infinite jest yet so i do not know if this is supposed to poke at any of the (assumed) great writing of that wallace guy. i also only know that two songs in that album are references to the book. but whatever. its good!
opo. i reregistered for pikidiary. its been like a year. someone there named opo takes really good landscape photos on some shitty kodak. i like a lot of somewhat obscure styles. fingerless gloves and shitty posture, the youngest idea of animal crackers and string cheese. the latter is what got me to see frutiger aero. but i realize i much prefer this startlingly unnamed style. its obscure pictures uploaded to flickr and tumblr in the early 2000s, i guess? and opo does it well. its what i try to do. but i dont go anywhere so its not very good to me. but none the less, i like opo's style. every post (replies count as posts on pikidiary) they attach a picture somehow even more beautiful than the last. i envy it in an inspirational sort of way. it makes me want to go places! just for pictures. but im not going anywhere. at least, i dont go to forests and lakes like the style seems to be at. which sucks for me. oh well.
i feel like the world loves me again. which sounds weird. but its good for me. c'est la vie. i think "c'est la vie" in my head a lot now. i guess some people mentally threaten suicide in their head at the slightest provocation, which surely is fucky for the brain. i do the same but i think "c'est la vie?", as a question. i wake up at maybe 12pm now. c'est la vie? and i come out my door and every other time i do so im given shit to do. c'est la vie? is this life? is this it? is this how it goes? is this how it starts? is this how it ends? its not that intense for me, i think it more as poetry than a threat or an existential question. i think its good.
nobody reads this blog. maybe i like it that way. i write public but maybe its sort of a keepsake. in 20 years i'll have forgotten the password but with how much i use this username i wont forget where to find my postings here. am i writing for future selves? sure. that seems to be my audience, though im not sure what the target audience really is. despite the lack of hurtful or offensive or extreme or whatever writing, as in, i just write about how it is, in a light hearted manner; i still feel a little too embarrased to add this to my established "find me here and here and here" links, like my tumblr or pikidiary or steam account or what-have-you. i dont tell anyone this is here. and nobodys found it yet. i sort-of want someone to find it. but i doubt that will happen. dreamwidth is tiny! and i am tinier. i write to write, and its sort of a psychological thing that nobody reads. i dont want anyone i know to read, but i want someone to read. i only really trust one person to read this and its kind of an arbitrary thing. "hey, read my blog". whatever. i cant help but beat myself up about it despite my supposed uncaring manner about it. i do not know what i write for. at least its fun. i just wrote a whole paragraph! wow! whatever. i dunno what im getting at here so i'll stop now :-P
spotify stopped working on my phone, so i finally decided to really put effort into my itunes library. i started manually copying it to my phone's vlc, and my 3ds' sd card. i have to do this every time because i have no automator, which sucks, but hey, beats pushing "skip forward" on my shitty directly-on-ear-so-every-push-is-loud-as-fuck headphones... and now i can shuffle... unlike my headphones.... fuck those headphones! viva la piracy!
i want to burn CDs, but nothing uses CDs anymore. that makes me a little sad. i just like CDs. c'est la vie.
ive also taken a liking to naming my tech, like my dad does. my 3ds is named "tricuspid", my steam deck "sangre". i want to name my stuff blood-related names but thats a little tricky now that some stuff is already named. the macbook im writing on is named "slab serif" and its linux partition "solus serifa" which are totally awesome names and i would never change them. my camera is named "crimson" which is sorta bloody but not really. i have other names but nothing to use them on, like, for instance, if i were to get two twin-objects like joy-con or two ear buds or whatever, i could name them "spinball" and "t-spin". one is a nanoray track and a neverball move, and the other is a tetris move. pretty cool ;-D
